Part Eight

heylowwwwwwww, long time no see! it turned out because i'm 9th grader now, school things are kinda stressing (pressures, boring subjects, extra classes and blablabla)
now that i wanna share my stories, i wanna tell you first, things are pretty different around here now.
first, i'm not in the same class w/HIM
second, he had his haircut and now is shorter
third, he's taller, much much taller than before (which is way cooooooler)
maybe that's all about him. HAHAH NYAMPAH DEH GUE ;p
well, even i'm in the different class now doesn't mean i have to give up, right?
i can still meet him in recesses, after school, moving classes, extra classses. there's still many chances right?

do you want me, to hide the feelings and look the other way? shit.

beh

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

h-o-w?

He's really really not my type
Oh my God, rumors about him is too many
What's the good point about him?


i wonder how, i wonder why, how could i be so bilnd?
he's not my type
he's rude
he's cold
"come on, he's not worth it" everybody said that.
am i that stubborn?
maybe more than that.
i don't really understand.


GOD PLEASE TELL ME WHAT'S GOING ON

ya think?

fall in love with a jerk is harder than i thought :'''''''(

Part Seven

many bad rumors about him spreading all these days, as someone who loves gossips, i'll never miss it for sure, but you know what?
many advices comes to my ear, but as a stubborn person, i'll never listen to it or follow it even once.

i don't care what they say, i'm in love with him:)

escaping from reality

Pengen kabur aja deh rasanya....... Krn sampai skrng saya tidak bisa menerima realita bahwa saya memang suka sm dia